Ry I miss you so much. I wish you were here. its so hard with out you, so many times I needed to talk to you and your not here :(. You were my best friend. I wish things were differnt I wish I could have helped you. I feel so horrible.I will never forget one memorie of us being together. all the fun things we used to do, the stupid games we played growing up, you always knew how to cheer me up or make me stop "crying" lol I know you hated seeing me cry, so you would do anything to make me stop. you are a great person and a wonderful man. I wish that you would have given this world one more chance. I need you here ryan.:( somtimes I just dont know how to live without you. I always wake up and hope your going to be knocking on my door, I just want to open it and see that sily grin on your face. Or here you call me melgreasea one more time, you always thought that was so funny!
I just wish you were here more then anything in the world.
i know you will be waiting for me.
remeber I love you
xoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxxo
well son there is not alot of room for my memmories,there are so many to talk about.the happy ones the sad ones, heart ache ones,our close love AS MOTHER AND SON.you were a handful, but a enjoyment too, alot of laughs scraps and bumps on the head.a few smashed truck and cars.your missing the wind on ur bording three nights in a big chair, all these don"t bring you back.Son u r to be here i need grandkids. and i don"t have them.dorthy still loves you very much.it is so heart aching waking up every day and no Ryan.Son i am and was soooooooo proud of you, you are so smart,talented.funny.great friend kind hearted.your the son i always dreamed of. but u r not here.come home son please. so we can make more memories you me melissa.it is just her and i and grandma. so it is time to come home son you have been gone long enough.please son come home.love always and forever your very heart broken mommy
P.S. SON I LOVE YOU AND MELISSA WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL.MELISSA AND I THINK AND CRY ALOT FOR YOU.EVERY NIGHT..YOU SHOULD HAVE NEVER LEFT US.I SAID IT IS THE THREE OF FOR EVER.COME HOME SON PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LOVE MOMMY
Just where to start there are so many. I could be here all day. I think I`ll start with the day you were born, one of the best days of my life. Ryan you were so stupborn right out of the gates. You just didn`t want to come out and see the world. When the doc finally tugged you out damn I was one proud dad. You were the first piece of the puzzle . I had better mention the second piece of the puzzle, that would be your lil sis or she would be pissed with us eh lol. The things you two got into, what one didn`t think of the other did . There was not a dull moment with you two. I am so very proud to have you kids, my life was set untill you were taKen from us all, RYAN. Damn it, I miss you so much RYAN .ONCE AGAIN YOU MADE SO VERY PROUD TO BE YOUR DAD. Bye for now son till we meet again.
p.s. hope you got your farm up there lmfao.XOXO.all my love Rye
haha remeber when mom asked us to clean our rooms! and you came up with the idea to toss everything out the window !!! And mom really thought we cleaned our rooms until Grandpa and Grandma Drove by and saw all of our stuff On the deck !! we got in big trouble !! But Then Grandpa talked mom outta of our grounding !!
God I Miss you Bro. Not a momet goes by that your not in my mind. I miss you and love you very much.
